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More dream stuff... I never realized how appropriately titled this blog was until now, for all of the dream content I tend to post.

I dreamt last night about someone who I haven't talked to or seen or heard about in maybe 12 years or so.  We grew up together, played together, rode the bus together, drank together, fought each other, cried together and so on.  She once claimed that we made out in her driveway when we were like 4 years old.  I'm pretty sure that wasn't me.  It was never really like that, and I pretty much remember every girl I've ever kissed anyway - even when I was 4 years old.

I've never really paid much attention to it, but I realized this person turns up from time to time, maybe every 3-4 months.  That, to me, seems pretty significant.  I've looked for some interpretations, but haven't had much luck, and my internet searching skills seem to be inadequate at times.  Although, I did read something about trying to think about the emotions felt in the context of a dream like this.  Okay.  I guess I can recall a mistake being made, and subsequently forgiveness and comfort.  I guess that's pretty ironic, given my current status as a very single person who has no desire to be anything but that at this point in my life.  So this where I go for comfort and intmacy?  Okay, I'm a little weirded out at myself.

At any rate, wherever she is now, I hope she's well, happy, and safe.  I have a feeling we'll cross paths again, one day.  My twenty-year class reunion is not that far off, although it's not likely I'll be there.... but... did I just 20 years?!?!?!  HOLY F******************!!!!  I'm going to dream about myself with gray hair, rocking in my rocking chair... on a spaceship.